Deep thoughts...

I'm starting to think of my daily horoscope app as more of a daily inspiration app. I'm not saying that I really believe horoscopes are actually real. But, whoever is writing them lately seems to be doing a good job of writing things I need to hear so I can move forward in a positive direction. Anyway, this was helpful for me today, so I guess that's all that matters.

"Today is the first day of the rest of your life. This inspirational message has been popular for many years. Today, Aries, it strongly applies to you and your life. Although you can't erase every mistake or every regret, you can learn from what you have been through. There is a particular lesson you now need to embrace to make something wonderful happen. You know what you have to do because you've been thinking about it for quite some time. Take the above quotation seriously - and you can make this the first day of a much brighter and more profitable future."

And now my heart stumbles on things I don't know, my weakness I feel I must finally show.

A bit late to the Welcome 2013 party... I know.

I've spent a lot of time going over 2012 in my head. And it was filled with so much change. And so much struggle. I had some huge highs and awful, awful lows.

Frankly, I look back now and I don't think I can take another year like that. I feel like I spent so much of my time so hurt and wounded. It's like I was being bounced around in a pinball machine. I need to figure out how to get my bearings back. I'm just so tired of bouncing around. All I want for 2013 is some stability.