I've been spending a lot of time being introspective lately. I'm not happy with my life and I'm not sure what to do about it. This year has been about changes and I think I'm waking up to the fact that having all my options open is really scary. I focused so much on the getting out and recovery, I haven't had time to figure out what's next. I guess I'm just tired of living day to day and crisis to crisis. As terrible as it sounds, despite as hard it was being married, there's a part of me that misses the security even if I didn't have the happiness. I don't know...
Maybe it's time for me to make some bigger changes.
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